woensdag 30 april 2014

Uncertainty

I find a picture
of you and me
far from turmoil
anxiety
not knowing
what would await

I wear a bracelet
your gift
reminding me of warm
winter days
melting the snow
with your smile
melting me

I search for you
in bed
where once you lay
untouched sheets
on your side
reminding me
how long it's been

I resist the urge 
to call for you
the constant reminder
that you are here
everywhere
even when you are not
makes me meeting you
in all places
but here

I lose faith 
in us
in you
clueless if I am
ready to part
still waiting
your reply.